Posted here: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/leehough
August 18, 2013 12:19pm
For some time now Lee has been on a slow but steady course of decline. Initially, he dropped 10-15 pounds, mostly muscle in his arms and legs. His once sturdy build has become thin and soft. His face is still handsome but puffy due to steroids. For weeks we talked about what things would look like once he began to ease down further. Always speculation as no one can say for sure what effects the cancer will cause. In the beginning we were told that the process would likely include headaches, nausea, seizures and eventually a coma. The weeks continued to pass with none of these symptoms. A few weeks ago, however, Lee dropped to a new visible low of physical deterioration (weariness, tremors). This past week has been the most notable. Standing has almost become more than he can do. Early this week, he started having short bouts of nausea and minor headaches, all easily treated with meds. His eyes reveal how tired he is. His thoughts come slowly but he still converses with sharpness. We are talking now about hospice arranging for a hospital bed at home in the not too distant future. Not pleasant thoughts, but necessary steps.
Most frustrating of late is his loss of taste for most foods. His appetite is healthy but he no longer enjoys Mexican food, pizza or fried chicken. I know, it's hard to believe! Fortunately, Blue Bell ice cream is on the desirable list :)
Lee is still able to read and is currently enjoying a classic novel titled "The Robe" by Lloyd C. Douglas. And of course he is giving away copies of his former clients books to his hospice team.
As for me...it continues to be a privilege to walk this road with him. The more the cancer takes the more privileged I feel to give and care for this man I love.
My hope is to provide you with a weekly update going forward.
Thank you for all of the many cards, letters, e-mails and prayers.
Paula (Hough)
Father, raising people from their sick beds or the grave is not difficult for you. When you choose to do it, it's huge for us. A miracle. But I also know it's precious when your saints experience death on earth and are raised to life in you. We don't understand even a small portion of life here, let alone the death of our days. You will provide the answers to each one of us who loves you, Jesus. I know Lee Hough served you. I know Lee Hough is a good man because of it. I know you love him. I wish he could stay and be whole and continue your work on earth, but that's not for me to say. I do pray for the miracle of his healing because with you all things are possible. Love on his family, Lord. They're brave and noble, kind and loving, but I know their souls are being crushed under the imminent - without your intervention - loss of their beloved Lee. Please keep them all in your loving care and hold them close as they walk through the valley of the shadow of death with Lee. Be their strength and somehow comfort them as only you can do. I ask it all in the Name of Jesus, Amen.