This is from Chapter 16 of Seeing . . .
Sixteen
Micah had one stop in Spokane and after delivery it seemed the tension in the truck built in the silence. His peripheral vision noticed Bonita repeatedly turning the rings on her fingers. Just before they pulled into the truck stop Micah suggested she climb in the back.
"I don't want you to have to face this guy right off the bat if he's here. Okay?"
She agreed without a sound and got in the sleeper.
She's still scared. Lord, please don't let her see him for a while. And, God, I know I need to forgive him, but I really don't want to see the kid either. I'm not there yet. Help me.
Micah pulled into the lot and found a spot in the back corner between two other semis. He hadn't seen Blaine's rig when he drove in and he'd surveyed the trucks as he drove through them before parking. He turned to Bonita.
"Give me your keys, and I'll take your stuff to your car. Then I'll come back for you."
She dug through her purse and handed the keys to him without protest.
He smiled at her, an attempt to give her confidence. "Sit tight. I'll be right back." He gathered her stuff and packed it out of the truck.
Micah was on the lookout as he approached her dirty Honda but jolted when he saw the word "slut" finger-drawn through the dirt on her driver's side window. A surging rage blasted through him. He wanted to cuss out loud, but he calmed himself, feeling the Lord's attempt to still him. He set Bonita's things on the asphalt and took a deep breath. He used the sleeve of his jacket to wipe the window clean and walked around the car to see if it sported any more graffiti. He returned to his truck after securing her things in the car, watchful for the big green Peterbilt sleeper and its flatbeds.
"Ready to try this?" He gave her another smile, and she smiled back with a nod.
They walked through the lot and went in the back door to the cook's area. Jack gave her a big grin, and Rosie walked back just in time to see her come in, almost diving for her, securing her in a big hug.
"You're lookin' good, sweetheart," the roughhewn waitress said with a catch in her voice.
Jack nodded at Micah and added, "Yeah, looks like you been on vacation, girl."
"I have. In paradise," she responded with a wistful smile and a glance at Micah.
"Well, you go on home now, and if you want, you can start tomorrow. It's up to you." Rosie paused and took a quick look at the floor. "Probably the night shift would be best to begin with if you know what I mean."
"That's fine, Rosie. I don't want to have to deal with him yet either. I'll be here tomorrow night."
Rosie smiled at her and hugged her again. Micah followed her out to her car.
"Why don't you start this thing up before I go? Just to make sure."
Bonita seemed nervous now. She unlocked the door and climbed in, pumping the gas pedal once before turning the key. The old Prelude huffed to a start, a scourge of white smoke exiting its exhaust pipe. Bonita rolled down the window.
"Good," Micah said. "Well . . ." Words didn't come, and he felt drained. Back to normal. Loneliness stuck him like a pin. He backed away as Bonita got out of the car.
"You . . . I . . . I needed you, Micah Jones. Thank you for everything."
He barely heard her hesitant words because he couldn't take his eyes off her pale blues ones. Before he knew it, her lips tenderly pressed against his with a sweetness he hadn't experienced in so, so long. It took all he had to keep from pulling her into himself and allowing that kiss to expand and remain. Delicately she removed her mouth from his, tears apparent. She got back in her car and backed out. He looked down at the scarred and oily asphalt as she chugged away.
He had planned to go inside and have breakfast but instead he walked back to his rig and drove to his next stop.
Father, you give me words, characters, stories. Apart from you, I can do nothing. Thank you is never enough. In the Name of Jesus, Amen.